Friday Blues

So it has been over a week since I have posted anything.. My weekend in Syracuse was good. I relaxed and tan and drank/ate too much!

I know that I'm at my monthly check up however I have been so sick- I have had a stomach bug since Tuesday still going today! I have been in a dark/sad place in my personal life and thankfully because I have been sick I haven't looked towards food/and being lazy as an outlet. I have been so sick I actually have been losing weight.. (so blessing in disguise)

I can't go into details about my personal struggles just know that I'm doing everything in my power to stay positive to cling to the people that love me unconditionally, support me, and will have my back through everything. This hurts more than anything I have ever experienced and now this blog is taking a little U-turn and going to be the place where I can vent. I apologize to the people who were here just to see my progress but this is my life- this is what I'm going through and unfortunately this is has to be my outlet sometimes.

I know most of you are my close friends/family who read this blog and most if not all will text me..but right now I just need a little bit of privacy to process everything and be in a better place.

Thankfully I will see my family this weekend! I wish my sister was there but I will see Teresa, Rudy and Anne which I know will make me feel a WHOLE LOT BETTER.

If you pray- keep me in your prayers, if you just believe in good karma/universe feelings- send me good vibes this way!

love always
gigi